you told me you loved me
why did you leave me, all alone
now you tell me you need me
im already gone.
Monday, February 15, 2010
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11:47 PM
heyys everybody..
happy chinese new year to ur(:
today was a no meaningful day for miies
· Been Woke up by my mum in the morning at 10am jus to look for my dog leash.
· Brush my teeth
· Seat in the living room watch television
· Got beaten by my mum at 11.30am…):
· Cold wars with my parents…
· Writing blog now
this is how my life is almost everyday... ): hais...... life to mi is like sux! sux till the core... almost everybody had left miies.. ii sense it! wad ii know now wad is the most important thing in my life... is money$$$$... without money nothing is possible.. and it's truth... friendship, relatives,closest ppl, relationship has nothing to do with miies in my life anymore... really! ii getting more and more tired already... and who ii really trust is mi my own self... really..! ii canns trust no one anymore.. not even friends, boyfriends(even if ii would have one) and family... cos euus never know one day they might betray euus without knowing... ii have been through so ii know... like wad ppl always say not the ppl around is enemies... euus urself is always the enemies... remember that!
no one cans really help euus when euus are in need.. only euus urself! really....
currently ii been having a bad headache after my mum beaten my head this morning... and it's terrible.. hais... ii reallt wish that ii could jus end my life like that.. cos ii'm living a terrible life man! )))))))))))))))))))))))))):
you are my past ; now, im my everything
